Monday, September 17, 2012

Express not at all like an Express!!

I never did express…rather, never expressed completely…Maybe our ways didn’t match…Never knew that at the end of it, this is how it would be…on paper…without it meaning anything to you…and me making an effort for it not to mean anything to me…
Real real liking…I dare not use the word ‘love’…what would an amateur like me know…you made me dream…you made me think , analyze piece by piece, of life together…and slowly steadily..I was getting there..the bond growing stronger..who knew that the playful flirting would turn serious some day…that you’d turn so special that a single minute without your thought would be like not breathing…a single day without your messages would feel like colour being drained out of vibrance…a friendship so strong that I didn’t want to lose it ever…but then..pardon the first timer…never got things in time…any meaningful ‘event’ of my life, I had to tell you first…any meaningless cheery event, I still had to tell you first…just talking to you was enough to mark the day remarkable…Your pain was my pain, more so when I understood it…perhaps, that’s why I never told you many things…my feelings never gave in to expressions…never wanted to add to it...nor did I want them to creep out until I could sense entire sincerity…but what did I know…was it a meager extension of general friendship? Days filled with moments spent wishing that I were with you then…excitement and joy on meeting you, be it for 5min or 5hours…hoping that our conversations would never end…why did I let you in?!! Me, who has this big egoistic heart well fortified with deadly crocodile-moats..Why?! And now the moat has run dry…the crocs are gone...I have no idea why it took so long…Now I understand what you meant when you said, “I miss you” or “I am lonely”…I don’t know where it went later…you said nice things…you did nice things…maybe you meant them with all your heart..or maybe it never mattered…but now it shouldn’t matter! It feels like there are soooooooo many things I have to say!! Soo many things to ask!! This expression does not seem to do enough justice!! Soooo many things I have to stop associating with you!! Stop getting disappointed about the fact that when my phone beeps, it’s not you. Stop feeling bad when you do! Stop thinking about you! About what it was!
Some day, I might thank you earnestly for all this…even now, I hold on to that thought that things have worked out for the better...But some sunny pleasant day, I may not question the Higher about why it had to happen…why my ripplefree life seems so rippled…why I feel hurt at the thought of a prick…perhaps, it was just the idea was lucrative enough…the novelty of the experience…some day I might know..some day I’d stop wishing that it should have been everything or nothing…

Saturday, June 9, 2012

Awesome song

Zara zara phoolon pe jadne laga
Dil mera..
Zara zara kanton se lagne laga
Dil mera..

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Don't become so strong that giving up on something becomes so easy that you don't realize..just a little effort and things can work!

Thursday, January 19, 2012

more..

Adventitious, advert, advocacy, aegis, aerie, affected/affectation

My adventitious meet with a foreign-returned friend made me realize how one starts putting on an affected manner and starts advocating the positives of studying outside. He adverted to the topic to the effect of making one think that the way the aerie is to the large hawk, the other country becomes to him. And all the listeners wore an aegis so as not to get brainwashed.

Affront, agglomeration, aggrandize, aggregate/aggregation, agog

That anything is an agglomeration of molecules left her agog and she started aggregating more matter on the same. This interest aggrandized her image in her teacher’s eyes and made the teacher forget the incident which was had been taken as a personal affront was forgiven.

Alacrity, alcove, alimentary, alimony, allay, allegory, alloy (v)

Her alacrity at reaching the alcove not only had an alimentary effect on her lazy attitude, but also allayed her fears. Now she didn’t care for any alimony and her thinking was not alloyed by expectation and undue hopes. Her story was an allegory of laziness, fear and positivity.

Altercation, amalgamate, amazon, ambivalence, ambrosia, ambulatory

The amazon though hurt in the war was ambulatory, in spite of her earlier enjoying food equivalent to ambrosia. But the Doctor’s ambivalence regarding whether she should walk or not resulted in an altercation between her and the Doctor. Then she decided that his knowledge was just amalgamated (unite in one body, combine) from book and not experience.

Amenable, ameliorate

The employee was amenable to the manager’s suggestions to ameliorate his career.

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Amnesty (n), amoral, amok, amulet, anachronism, analgesic, anarchy, anathema(tize), ancillary

The king’s amoral attitude made his countrymen run amok and his laws that were an anachronism felt like anathema. They approached the local Godmother who gave them an amulet which had analgesic qualities. Thankfully, they granted amnesty to the King, otherwise the country would be in anarchy. However, they decided that an ancillary body of Government is required.

Animadversion, animus, anneal, annotate, annuity, annul, anodyne, anoint, antagonism, antecede

The critics’ animadversion to the director’s movies led to animus between the director and critics. However, the way a glass becomes stronger on annealing, they annotating increased his annuity. His strong attitude served as an anodyne the way anointing an ointment would heal a wound. In this way the nasty remarks were annulled. This antagonism that anteceded his success thus proved useful.

Antecedents, antediluvian, anthropoid, anthology, anthropologist, anthropomorphic, antipathy

Seeing the large anthropoid fossil of an ape, the explorer guessed that in antediluvian creature must have been much evolved. He tried to search for more info, but alas, only to realize that he was looking at an anthology. He could not trace the antecedent of the creature and the reason for its anthropomorphic characteristics. Even though he was an anthropologist, he felt an antipathy to the subject suddenly.

Aphasia, aphorism (aphoristic), aplomb, apocalyptic, apocryphal (2), apolitical, apologist, apostate

The wife entered her new home and handled issues with aplomb. She refused to become an apostate by compromising on her religious belief in spite of apocryphal attempts for the apocryphal change thus rebelling the apocalyptic predictions of society. The in-laws remained apolitical and were neither an apologist nor alleged anything. Thus, was born the famous aphorism, ‘to each his own’. She even went out of her way to help another who suffered periods of aphasia due to acute throat infection.

more words..

Abysmal, abyss, acclivity, accord, accost, accoutre, accretion, accede

The abysmal ignorance of driving techniques led Ricky to drive the car on an acclivity and then directly into an abyss. The other passengers acceded that he must be accoutred with driving skills and safety components, lest leave alone the Police, but the guards at heaven accost him due to the accretion of risks to himself and others. Up there, the guards were in complete accord.

Accrue, acerbity, acidulous, acquiesce, acquittal, acrid, actuarial, acrimonious, acuity

The economics man looked at everything in life with actuarial lenses and did allowed insurances to accrue. However, he invited acrimonious opinions and acidulous remarks from others and finally charges. However, his acuity in logic and reasoning led to his acquittal, without any acrid views from the public and everyone acquiesced to this judgment. After days his acerbity (bitterness of temper and speech) was washed away.

Acute..adj..quickly perceptive, keen, brief and severe

The acute young doctor realized immediately that the gradual deterioration of her patient’s once acute hearing was due to a chronic illness, not an acute one.

Addendum, addle, adherent, adjunct, adjuration, admonish, adroit

On the adjuration of Mr.X to youngsters to stay in India saying MS is just an adjunct to work and nothing more, the academic experts admonished him regarding his reasoning. That addled (muddled) even those who had been adherents worse than how an addled (rotten) tomato could addle (drive crazy) a cook. With his ‘adroit’ efforts, he could write not only a book on screwing up but also an addendum of personal experiences as well.

more words

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Abdicate, abet, abeyance, abject, abjure, abnegation, abominate

There was once was a minister who lived in such luxury. However, he abetted an underworld don in smuggling ammunition into the country. Soon, it came out in the open and he was forced to abdicate his position. Even though the court order was in abeyance, the public abominated him and his abnegation of wealth and family apart from abjuring from his portfolio landed him in an abject situation.

Abrade, abrogate, abscission, absolve, abstemious, abstruse

Since the poor fellow could not understand the abstruse concept of gravity, the teacher threatened that his not understanding this basic concept is as harmful as an abscission of a live hand which did the fellow no good but abrade his mind. Then he thought that if he would have been Newton he would have abrogated the concept and hence the goodwill of the future generations would have absolved him of this sin. The teacher read his thoughts and could not help but follow an abstemious (also, temperate) diet for the day.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Gratuitous, predispose, theocracy, saturnine, surmise
It was one fine morning that I decided to get up on time. The thought that I had to get out of bed made the morning saturnine. Then fearing that I may get predisposed to the luxury of late mornings and auto-rides, I pulled off the covers and rose out of bed. My eyes fell on today’s newspaper and I surmised that there would be some good stuff to read. Highlighted was an article on theocratic practices in ‘Blindogaon’. Pigs were worshipped and given special gooey breakfast which seemed completely gratuitous.

Stygian, arroyo, beatific, mammoth
I was walking along a street that might as well be an arroyo. On one side there were mammoth houses with beatific gardens and on the other there urchins so thin and drawn, surviving their stygian fate.

Foreshadow, recidivism, retrograde, odoriferous, attrition
By sending criminals to remand homes, to live with more criminals, one can foreshadow the continuation of retrograde characteristics and recidivism. Thus the atmosphere will become odoriferous and the leftover value-system will suffer attrition.